donderdag 28 januari 2010

Birds









Hola!

Oh I had to post it before I go to bed, otherwise I can't sleep gehe..

Birds fascinate me.. their freedom is what ours isn't, they can reach skys, fall and fly away, and, throw shit on my head, hahahaha.

Do you like it?

Anyway, I'm going to bed now!

Adieuu

dinsdag 26 januari 2010

Little story


Beklemmende vieze kleren vallen willekeurig op de grond. Kou ontneemt mijn gedachten, laat mij sneller handelen. De deur gaat open, de deur gaat dicht. De knop wordt omgedraaid de kou maakt plaats voor warmte.

Stralen volgen de lijn van mijn lichaam, wat daar maar massief staat te staan. In een cabine vol dampen, vol licht. Gepaard met regelmatig getik, woest gekletter en monotoon geluid van stromend water, komen de geuren van rook en bier weer tot leven. Geluiden die aan doemscenario’s in oorlogsfilms doen denken, gaan over in een brei aan gedachten die als bommen binnenvallen in mijn verwarde hoofd.
Shampoo spoelt langzaam weer weg in een rechtsom draaiende krul. Olie omarmt mijn lichaam langer dan het water, dat met elke tik een herinnering brengt, en gelijk ook weer meevoert, dat doucheputje in. Elke druppel heeft het zelfde ritueel, van warme omhelzingen, heftig geklots en zwierig wegvaren in het niets.
Herhalende bewegingen in mijn mond, reinigen mijn tanden en nemen de slechts rotte geuren weg. Alleen de onuitgesproken woorden in mijn hoofd glijden niet van mijn tong de leegte in. Daarin tegen blijven de druppels vallen, die geen kans krijgen om gehoord te worden, overstemd door al die anderen.
In die woeste brei, blijf ik staan. Als een oude boom, waarvan de bast schoon geschuurd word door de regen, maar waarin sapstromen naar boven klimmen. Terwijl het water mijn oren, neus en ogen in loopt, blijf ik daar roerloos staan. Het welt op in mijn ogen, een waas neemt plaats. Door water gemaakte tranen, laten zich gaan. Emotieloos, identiek aan elke druppel om me heen. Zonder tijdsbesef blijf ik daar staan, laat mijn gedachten in de vrije loop. Net zoals de druppels uit de douchekop vallen en het putje in glijden. Net zoals het gekletter, het geluid van ruziënde spetters.

De knop wordt omgedraaid, de warmte maakt plaats voor kou. De deur gaat open, de deur gaat dicht. Niet het reinigen, maar het stilstaan, is het licht.



Love Charlotte

vrijdag 22 januari 2010

Ruby Rebel












Photgraphy & styling: by me
Model: Iris Evertse


Bonjour!

Well we've finally got weekend!
Wow, now I realize I really made a lot of pictures this week.. Oh I'm totally in love whit those pictures.. exactly what I've wanted to do!
Thanks to the lovely Iris! I really love the way she looks, do you?
Iris' blog is heart shaped box

Love Charlotte

woensdag 20 januari 2010

Zebra





Photography & model: me

Hola!

Well I made my exam for today, and I think I did well cause they're kinda weird gehehe..
This is part to of the pictures I took yesterday!

What do you think about it?

Love Charlotte

dinsdag 19 januari 2010

Stripes and shadows

Old Fashioned camera's

A curtain of tenderness

Front of the back
Photography & model: me

Hola!

Oh I couldn't stop thinking about those pictures haha, so now, before my exams start I post them haha.
Do you like strange stuff like this?

Love Charlotte

"He left me in the cart"








Photography: by me

Hy guys!

Some strange quotes for you!

"He left me in the cart"

That means literally in Dutch:
"He left me in the baked bulbs"
"Hij liet me in de gebakken peren zitten"
(peer/peren means bulb/bulbs)


"He's a great guy"

That means literally in Dutch:
"He's a cool bulb"
"Hij is een toffe peer"


I made those pictures today, oh Ireally have to study..
I'm tottally fascinated by the scars, a fact of age. Same as we do, we got scars, and wrinkel, and die.

In fact I took more pictures today, totally diffrent from those i'll post them soon!
(Maybe tonight gehhe)

Love Charlotte

maandag 18 januari 2010

Train station










Photgraphy: by me
Bonjour!
Last week I went to the Rietveld art academy in Amsterdam, to show my portefolio and sell myself haha. I'm so glad that I got great comments and trust in my talents that day!
So I made it to the next round! hurray!
I made those pictures when I was waiting for and in the train..
It took me more that 4 hours to come in Amsterdam and go back.. I was really bored haha.
Actually I've got a new bunch of ideas for photographs, only, this two coming weeks I've got a lot of exams.. to bad..
Hope you enjoy! Tell me!
Love Charlotte

zaterdag 9 januari 2010

Wallpaper portraits



Model and photography: me

Bonjourno!

Hmm this weather is fucking freezing! The low tempratures are driving me crazy now, but luckyly it's nice and warm inside:)

Those day's I probably won't photograph a lot, kinda busy with school and stuff.. I took those pictures a while ago, but photoshopped the first one not long a go..

What do you think about those pictures?

Love Charlotte

donderdag 7 januari 2010

Gorgeous Jimmy Choo shoes, where are you?


hola!

Hmm, I love winter! Except the cold days when your skin is so wrinkled you feel like a granny..

Today winter introduced me,

afther a lot of efforts not to fall I fell when I was on my bike.. to bad!
It's so beautifull outside and I want to make a lot of pictures from the frozen world, too bad I have so much to do for school.. And my job's calling, and we need money!

AAAAAAAAAAH horrible discovery! Yesterday I was on the website from H&M and I saw those  goreous Jimmy Choo shoes, now they dissapeared from the site! Ohh i really want those shoes so bad...

Tomorrow I'll make some lovely winterwondelanrd pictures!

By the way, check out the new video in "currently listening to".

Love Charlotte

zondag 3 januari 2010

Braids to the bone




pic. 1 Photographed by my, the weird face is because i actually was kssing someone gehe)
pic. 2,3,4 from www.weheartit.com


Hola sigñor(a)s!

Ohh I'm totally in love with my new "invention", haha I like to braid my hair now!  I think it's really feminin, but not really tough.. I'm searching for way's to wear braid hair with a little rock chique look.. It's a really cherrypiesweetlook.
By the way, today I went to a great theather show, and the main characters had also braid hair, with fur or feathers in it! Great style haha, someting we really need to try.. You could do such great things with our, lifeless hair haha.

My  try list:
- feathers in a braid
- flowers in a braid
- ribbons in a braid
- a lot of braids in one
(too bad I've got such short hair.. I promise pictures!)

Gone normal hair, go braids!

What's your opinion about my look? Too much grannystyle or lovely?Oh by the way, you should really check out the songs at "Currently listening to", I really really love them.. Tell me what you think about them..

Bye bye holidays, oh i really should go to bed now, and should do so much for school, yuk!

Love Charlotte

zaterdag 2 januari 2010

Happy New Year to you all!






Photography: by me

Best whishes to you all!

Make a stunning year of it with a lot of beautifull memories, stories, reached goals, and much more!

This year our parents gave us the oppurtunity to gave a "nonparentsparty" in another living room haha, so we could invite our friends, it was a great night! It's weird what a feeling of luck came to me when the new year started, with all the beautifull fireworks (unless the hard booming noise of it wich I cursed all day long haha), and with such loving people around us. A night to remember haha.

Oh by the way, I discovered I am a horrible fireworksphotographer haha, too bad.

Always people talk about good intentions for the year, I don't have them, I always say because I won't keep myself to it, but this year is different haha. I didn't realized how much goals I have this year, graduate, going to study at the art academy or something, lose some weight, and much more! haha.

Do you have good intentions or goals for this year? Tell me!

Love Charlotte